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with love,
your revoltness

about the Miss C

claudd
nineteen
16 may
dancer
sngs
cj
ntu soci


wishlist
o1; 1 year & 7 months to pass quickly
o2; 5 birds for my brother,i wanta bring him good fortune
o3; get into NUS FASS !



current addictions
; vintage everything please

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and it takes more time than i've ever had
drains the life from me; makes me want to forget
as young as i was, i felt older back then
more disciplined, stronger and certain
but i was scared to death of eternity
i was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety
and i lied to myself and said it was for the best

so now faith is replaced with logic so cold
i've disregarded what i was now that i'm older
and i know much more then i did back then
but the more i learn the more i cant understand
and i've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink too much and dont believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself; and say its for the best

we're moving forward but holding ourselves back,
and we're waiting on something that will never come
we're moving forward but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come